I Have A Secret I Want To Share

I'm reading a fic that I don't know why I haven't read earlier, it's realistic, it's gut wrenching, it's what actually often happens in marriages. (I think, I've never been married.) You've been married for years, you have kids, you have a career, a house to clean and laundry to do... and you have a husband... one of those things is harder to feel than the others.

I feel his heart beating; its pace is increasing slightly. His skin feels soft and warm, and my hand recognizes the sensation from caressing the kids. It's the feeling of touching another human being. I let my hand wander further down, my eyes still closed. His chest hair tickles me softly inside of my palm, and I feel his nipple harden as I stroke his chest. This reaction startles me, and I quickly take my hand off him.

 The Secret Changes within Bella Swan is written by SwedenSara 

Bella, who has been married to Edward for a few years, finds herself being someone she doesn't want to be. She wants this to change and takes a journey within herself to find the girl she used to be and the love she used to feel for Edward.

You can find her on twitter too @SwedenSara


Now go read it and ask for her forgiveness you haven't read it earlier... I know I will. ;)

xoxo Lea